The Race of Life

Sometimes I kept to myself thinking, others blame circumstances, their own fates, or even luck when they meet successful people around them. I was guilty of that too. Whenever I hear news on young achievers, I always took notice of their background, especially their parents’ occupation. And most of the time, their parents turned out to be managers, doctors or businessmen. That’s when I muttered to myself that sometimes a person’s success is not solely attributed to the individual, but to something he has over others. He might have a successful business because his father is filthy rich who provided him the capital to start with. Or rather, she speaks and writes good English because she was born in an English-speaking family since young. However, true all these views might hold, having such thoughts does not make us any better, or help us to take control our lives. After all, I finally realized it’s all up to one’s determination to carve out our career and to take charge of our lives the way we want it to be. While finding our true strengths, that’s when we need to make full use of it to win the ‘race of life’ which I called it.

I going to get really busy in the whole month of December due to my Minor in Entrepreneurship and my school activities. Imagining having to travel to school from 9am to 5pm, mon-sat in Dec made me freak out. About 2-3 modules to be completed in one month is no joke, and definitely I hoped I do not have to camp in school to rush the tight deadlines on projects. On the other hand, I get to go OBS for 3D2N which is part of the minor so perhaps, this is the best part.
I'm going to BKK again with Dear in Jan'08 although this is not really part of our plan. We wanted to go to Taiwan badly but, due to the circumstances that the tickets was not cheap, we decided to abort the idea. And yep, we have booked the tickets @ TigerAirways for $126 per pax! I am looking forward to another shopping therapy...

The Battle

Facing another new phase in my life has been always daunting for me. I am afraid to embrace the future as I do not know what lies ahead of me and often, trying hard to excel in everything I do. From pre-school to university life, it’s getting harder each day and I am getting tired of the competitive school life I am facing now. Hoping one day I could just abandon everything and flee to a place where I can be alone without any worries. Realized I am just not intelligent as compared to my peers and this really puts me down. In addition, have been suffering severe headache lately and it has caused me to lose attention in whatever I am doing. Perhaps it’s due to stress and not to mention my hair has been falling so much so that I thought there are cancerous cells in my brain. Right now, I just want to rest as I know a battle is going to begin soon to rescue my terrible GPA. On the other hand, I felt blessed. Feeling loved and this has enable me to propel forward with a smile. Hopefully, our relationship will always remain strong and no matter what happens, I am going to give my best in it. Thanks LGG for being there with me always! Remember its fighto time! =)