CNY is just round the corner but it seems that the festive mood is not here yet for me. I am feeling rather vexed up over my internship as my other fellow classmates in my specialization are really good. It is real competitive. Perhaps, I haven’t really found what I want to do in my life, and I suppose everyone is just like me; trying to search for their so-called ‘passion’ in life.

Today, I realized that my 7 month relationship is not really going on smoothly as I though out to be. There are some issues that need to be solved and I just feel that I have given a lot in it yet, I am not given the mere or basic trust in a relationship. All I really ask for is trust and is it so difficult to give? I’m just so sick and tired of hearing the same old sentence repeated again to me. If it’s so hard, perhaps, I should remain single.