Sunday, April 13, 2008

Where's my motivation?


I been hooked on online stuff lately, and have been surfing continuously thus, neglecting my studies. Perhaps I just do not have the mood to study, and am de-stressing myself from therapeutic online shopping. Exams are really nearing and I am just exhausted and shagged. Been busy with my 'Stress-Out!' Bazzar event recently due to my minor course and at last, I have cleared the last module of it. This whole course really put my sheer determination to the test, coupled with perseverance and motivation. And yes, I am elated that I have finally finished it. If someone were to ask me whether he/she should be encouraged to take the course, my answer will still be a yes. I suppose it sounds ridiculous to someone hearing that this course requires sleepless nights, tremendous time spent during a particular period and etc. However, I feel that sometimes, its not easy to explain it unless the person has been through it too like myself. The OBS (Outbound Singapore) itself was fun and it teaches you the philosophy theory of life - always perseveres to the end, and never to give up easily. It stretches my mental and physical strength to the last drip until I almost dropped dead while I was back home. Above is a snapshot of my bazaar theme poster: =)

Now, I am in my room trying hard to cram all the strategic concepts into my head for my forthcoming paper - Facility Management & Design for Tourism. Contradicting enough, although I am in the business course, but the stuff i am reading now seems like more engineering stuff to me =( I just hope that I can score at least an A- for this paper. Well, I am defining my study methods through delineation of conceptual maps and linkages of theories, hopefully, it helps me to recap it better. Sounds like a professional in disguise trying hard to score well.

I am looking forward to an overseas trip for my 1 year anniversary in july. Some destinations in mind are Taiwan, Hongkong and Bangkok (oh yes, bkk again!). But come to think of it, its quite nonsensical to keep going back to BKK for the third time in our courtship days. ~ Hence, plans have shifted either to HongKong or Taiwan. Taking into due consideration in our financial constraints, the market prices now for the air tickets and accommodations, it seems like we might need to settle for Msia or KL since its much affordable than the former. Anyway, the decision still lies with my darling since he will be sponsoring 3/4 of the trip for me. haha~ all of a sudden, I sounded like a bloodsucker. But hang on, I did not place a gun onto his head. He agreed to it out of his own accord. hee~~hee~

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